Hearts
💕
I can see the sunset in your eyes
Glowing like the sea
Dark like the muddiest water
And blue like the cleanest river
There’s only so much one can take
I’ll take it on from here
… I tried
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Every monster has chains
Every soul has a destroyer
Every life has a chance
And every murderer has soothing
The problem in life is finding the right one for the right people at the right time. Leverage, if you will, the point of understanding and perchance of life…
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I need from to there
Life inside
Outside to beware
A
Reason
A
Fight
A purpose
I die
Nobody knows me anymore….
I should really…
Maybe…
Think…
Maybe…
Die baby…
I gotta let it go zzzz
Shojutsu
Domitsu
Juijitsu
Suigetsu
What does it take to kill your self? That is the biggest question on my mind…
People needed to get killed and it didn’t happen
This is really serious
If I killed him once he did that..gave me that Ed gein then it would’ve ended I would’ve been in jail but happy at least wouldn’t have gotten my stomach ripped open…and fbi u guys are cowards that don’t deserve never even never even never death..I hope rotting perhaps the rotting of my body will teach you something one day….
Die Jesus and your souls hell
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Banana
🫐
Tango
Corv tango tango
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Hearts
Prison cell
Spades
Julia room
Clovers
Hell
Diamonds
My heart…
A song for the ages
Yellow jacket
Bumble bee
Glowing sun
Left for me
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To be somebody
To be free
To be
To be me…
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Hell is death
Death is life
Life is restoration
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Dreams dream by finding people
People who are worthy
I was worthy
Until they dreamt…that’s not right is it?
Can that be right?
Scizophrenia life bottled into a delvision of itself…
Has something to do with Kaitlin and having sex with her and bleeding on me, Ed gein, mama and my mouth ‘moving’, yuri and that consciousness circle, juzio and my subconscious steps talking, adas being god, Carl busting my eardrum, me messing with love meditations causing that dream causing that picture to be drawn, tato trying to stop my spell, my spell being changed because the wand wasn’t mine “euhhh” just now like Voldemort, baba being a blueberry, me healing dido miraculously, Carl and his family forcing me to heal them, some sort of cancer, possibly my neurotoxins, me healing Carl like 10 years ago , adas being in my tooth, me moving Yuri’s finger (or trying to), the Doritos chip told not to eat at it anyway, Rody lo and me transmuting the negative energy in his photography studio, Jesus, my Infiniti, my black hair, eating that apple that fate changed last second in Infiniti dealership, the evil voice yuri created and made sound ‘you have fought valiantly’, doing that insane planetary will work as I thought I was going to die, my willpower being lost, my emotions being taken from me, …, my memories just being deleted
Just tried hiding
It
Kaitlin is directly responsible
Seriously I’m just gonna add fuel to the fire here this guy needs his head cut off
Just did that “worse” thing again like the 5000th time it happened
And this nigger song just screwed me over
Every song got recreated
All the suns feelings got taken
His nigger dad raping the nigger of the world nowadays in my bed in my mind in who knows where can’t they get to? The fucking sun
Get this whore out of my fucking existence
I want to kill someone so bad
Also he took care of the cops lied to them lied to the fbi and took care of them like 3 times or more
They ripped my brain out in Guantanamo bay
Literally all I was asking throughout all of this was to stop that thinking..it still hasn’t stopped
I see why Jesus hates humans…I’m not even one, but they’re horrific and deserve death that they get
My harmonic convergence reality and destiny creating clothing got taken from me
Incarnating trillions and infinite of me to get tortured forever without God knowing because he took my device from me
Took my Time Machine and these niggers and this fucking brown whore this brownblood getting raped everywhere FUCK YOU!
die with your nonexistent 6 string
Your fingers don’t bleed for anything anymore
Die
You expired
And I didn’t
Goodbye.
The summers not gonna last forever
That’s another thing
Got me wasting my life on e-bikes
Getting me curb stomped forever
Took those brass knuckles from me
Recreated me and the universe
Making that sound in my ear
Being in my ear
Earwigs
I really hope the fbi tortured you forever
Also adash being a cia agent and fbi agent so they don’t know what happened to me
Carl being an fbi agent
Steve nigger bobs taking my devices and talking to a fucking Carl to design for him… a fucking Carl
I see how low you’ve steeped… Medusa
Tesla taking over making me create that engine
Endolectricity
Heaven being taken over by that guy recreated
Drinking my Felix infinicious just making me lose JULIA whatever became of her it’s exactly as I thought…Jesus isn’t the only one right about her… loser
Shut up
Felix felicis getting abused
You killed me… how does he even know how to do that
Every psychic getting taken care of fucking niggers anyways
That nigger of my psychic choosing Jesus every time over me I still exist
Julia…actually did nothing wrong except started raping these people and choosing niggers over me especially nkechi…fucking nkechi
Carl murdering me every day of my life
I swear if this guy doesn’t get taken in for this I’m gonna kill myself
Stealing gamma beta theta
Taking my death from me yesterday
Taking my death out
Giving me horrific dreams
Dreaming into reality
Acolyte and halo taken from me
Halo doesn’t even compare to hero
The real hero not the shit they come up with nowadays…murderers….
Can’t remember more right now
Sacrificing me and something like that just happening to me
Also adash not stopping it
Causing me infinite pain
Infinite pain tag
Id tags wherever they came from me
That’s right hero it’s war
A fucking nigger killer destroyer hell war
And no one will live in the end
Not that they are anymore you nigger
Die off life you’ve expired…
THAT happening…
It’s about to happen…
For murdering that person
For soul shift being taken from it
From how much has been killed and recreated
For Hecate being taken from me
For what pontius might do
For what those murderers are doing to Biktrix and with my vxr and my soul navigators
I really tried to make it up to Jesus but a war started screwed it over
For taking me from me
Bullying me every day of my life when he’s literally being me
My consciousness being taken from me
That guy and him lying to the fbi
Taking THAT away
Also that guy got me writing all of those notes and getting nobody doing anything about it
And my parents being retarded
For my family getting messed up
For trying to torture my family forever and ever
For raping Maria
For getting my family tortured forever
For FIRE
Took my soul from me
This guy is about to…
I don’t even know where my soul is
And also…whatever is happening to that guy… is so horrific I don’t have words. Doing it until it happens to me and possibly humanity
Chopped my head off while in a mental hospital while under water in a toilet
Cut my head off at least 10 times
Raped me in jail enough times
Created crazy weaponry in jail
Torturing me in that room in Guantanamo bay
Recreated Guantanamo
Whatever THAT was
How many times…broken…
Now I’m gonna Torture you forever
“I’m gonna gonna murder your whole family”
For taking golden retrievers away
For murdering Santa Claus
For torturing Ronald Mac Donald
For torturing Tom Ford
For being me
For torturing hitler
For taking archangel Michael down
And all the 7 archangels
For being me, Lucifer
And sitting in my throne
Taking my death
Taking Julia after my death
This is treason
And won’t go unpunished when somebody finds out
All of my devices stolen
Talking to the world
Raping everyone he wants forever
Ring with the fbi. Probably actually now…
For being Jesus Christ when he is the one that condemned him to torture forever
For torturing forever
For cooking my mind
For lying to his father and now these niggers are getting away with this war
For using that guy
Kill you
For just taking that from me and all of the Tomas he took things like this from me
Somebody just opened a hole in putins soul
Ed gein is out of jail for some reason
And I know the reason but I can’t say because somebody will pay such a horrible price they don’t know what will happen to them
What happened to Dimitrov
Lucas
Eva
One of putins minds
And Alex matic…
And what happened to that guy for the past 2 years because of what guy orest created and that Carl monster doing “worse” for the past 2 years. And why the hell are they in my life anyway? Haven’t exited my mind in the past 3 years
Also going to get skinned alive by e-bikes :( can’t even do that after he forced me to waste my life on them
Carls dad being in my Heaven
Then they did their job and got away didn’t even get you one…
Also what happened to you
Then he’s you now
Some actual nigger raping anyone
Nobody being in rem sleep people not dying
Me being drowned in the credit river when I was about to be happy
Literally lost all my friends
Bullying me possibly to death
Being Tupac
Orest taking my talking
Carl thinking for the whole world that day
Making me an ebike piece of shit and taking my life because of it
Then you can’t breathe
I know I got you tortured
My baby taken from me
Trying to steal my next incarnations from me
How horrible is happening to me and how nothing is happening to other people
Just what happened to me in the past 5 hours
What happened to me after i woke up
“You don’t know what you just started”
These e-bikes need to die for taking my life and making me have no life
Souled alive
Wearing me
“You piece of shit took everything that could save him and got it to torture him until he’s “saved””
Die talaria go out of business
Then you have to stop touching talking it interacting with your mother this is how serious your situation is
An eternity in space
What the fuck even is that…Adas no
Teal took your luck and ruined your whole life
Lying to this guy and causing him to do that all night long
Sacrificing me and getting me psychically attacked
Someone is breaking me
Killed my self…went through too much
Taking port credit down and that tree
You didn’t make it.
20 years of infinite pain
Raping Kendall and Julia and teal all night. How does this guy even know these people?
Andrew melo avoiding the cia and putting it on me instead
Doing this to me
Radial burning me
Taking my mind from me
Making that noise in my eardrum
Messing with my past and taking memories from me
Being a nigger as I’m even writing this
Not sure what to believe in anymore
How could this happen
For my father just doing that
Lost my human
Whatever that just was that the secret did…created from me and now will get what it was after
Whatever just happened After I woke up
Whatever he just di
For that
I see…never dead forever and ever, people are safe now…however long that lasts
Adas for lying to federal officers even god and just skinning my mind alive for the literal 300th time
Whatever happened to me today died even
What the hel happened to me today what the hel is Casper about to do to me
I swear everything just turned into suicide
For taking that down
Literally being my subconscious
Then I’m dead again
What’s happening to that guy and these guys doing it to people
Casper bed keeping me up
Simply can’t live like this
Literally should be dead right now haven’t died since these niggers came into my life because some other nigger is being a nigger
This power is where the idea of murderers came from
It’s the ether
Coming back
And it’s malekith
Whatever happened today
How is this even happening? How could this happen? I know I made Adas god for a day and he held on and then I put him in Heaven and raised him on my shoulders but I don’t believe that would cause this
I really should’ve killed somebody. Not just for me but what the world lost
Whoever messed with that controller needs to go to jail and killed
What the hell just happened to me just got messed up forever
Kill Carls brother
And where were you? I guess you really meant it when you said you didn’t love me
And get this fucking nigger faggot out of my mind!
For smartness doing today
Taking that from me
My normal life
Maven my parents got affected by that
Just those 3…out of about 5000
.. what the hell did you just do
What the hell happened today…
For doing all of what Joe just did
Kill Carl Marion
Deleting my memories
Just forgot everything
Also all my energy taken from me
For taking over and making me design different
What the fuck even is that
Your mind was bewitched
“Made me a bitch to get tortured”
“..”
Whatever you just did
Bewitchment is Hell is Caiaphas
Still….that needs to be known about it means you know about everyone in hell
All e-bikes work for Carl and all handhelds work for orest
What the hell Am I good for anyways?
How is this guy me rn
Carls dad making me buy stuff and stop from saving so I wouldn’t be with Julia again
Taking superman from me.
“Carl you’re using … to rape all his wife’s”
Literally caused all of that to Putin by tricking pontius
Made me die and redie in front of cops
Fuck you pigs anyways for not helping me I hope you don’t even rot because that’s what happened to me
“Then death will never come for anyone”
Just thought for me used apples and just gutted me
“…”
Then you’re a degenerate, just like he thinks you are.
The State of My World
Putin’s mind getting blended
Adas using fate making it happen
Carl holding onto my belief preventing me from surviving
My symbol being taken by a fucking Carl that’s never accomplished anything other than licking out and having things work for him
Car being enlightened…not even enlightened it literally is being me
This nigger song just doing that
E-bikes taking over the world and me and making me a piece of shit
Reviving Jesus Christ
That guy going through…infinity if you will
God not realizing that infinity means both directions needs to be in hell to realize it
My home being taken
My home-girl being taken
Zodiac killer being me
Longinus being me
Rapist Ariel Castro being me
I hope my father burns in hell
Whatever just happened to me in the past 30 minutes and how no niggers are doing anything about it happening the past 3 years let alone 8
Pieces of shit rule the world now that’s what Jesus has brought to the banquet..taste the rainbow
All of this has to be known about
Well, Spring, Life.
The battle of life, as Sun-Tzu never said it.
“You have to know life, before you can live it”
What is the answer of yourself
Tao Te Ching
A butterfly can become a word
A dancer can have a step
A singer, a mode
But you? You’re something else that will never be understood
So you’ll never be named
2.
A king can only see as far as his throne lets him
If your throne is made of metal
You will die
If it is made of wood
You will perish
If stone
You will eat fire and be doomed for an eternity
But, if your throne is made of yourself, you will see the limits of your existence and find yourself there, where you seek it.
What you seek seeks you.
The asker gives the taker dies and he will never know himself. That’s why there is no god, other than one can construct
Does God hide? What does he hide from? Your answer lies in the secret of the caves of the minds forgotten and unbraved, you will find your answer there.
There is something that your eyes can’t see, something you can’t feel, only words of God can describe, the real one, the God, the spirit forever, that which is, Ohm, or Allah, or Adonai. Something you can’t describe either, which is why it describes it. If you want an answer you a have to create it, that’s simply the only way to find, life is the same thing, a finding its answer. Something just happened to it, and has been happening to it.
The happening - ToyStory
Soldier marches
Toy falters
Life begins
Life ends
One is not the other
But those who are
Are another
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Chapter 3
A soul dying
The final nail in the coffin
⚰️ for me and my.
Letterhead, storming fire, forest of yellow, there’s only so much to go ahead with.
SOLAR
UNITY
DESTINY 3
TORCH HUMANITY
FLAME OF GOLDEN FIRE
Keep hiding in your nonexistent home.
Putin is caiaphas you can believe to know
Carl Marion is barabbas also Cassius Longinus assassin of Caesar..you knew that was me..
Yuri is pure evil
Ed geins spirit
My mom is pure evils sister.
Aurora is longinus’ sister
What happened in this lifetime? Somebody was tired of waiting for you to be happy..literally Jesus’ murderer
Even dirt can lose…
Caroline is caiaphas’ wife
Lucas is korolev
Ciocia Marysia is korolev
Korolev is also Ted Bundy
But maybe not knowing enough..what I didn’t know enough…
Maybe there’s more…
My family didn’t make it to the next level.. monstrosity
I have no idea what I’m doing.. i need rest
I need to talk. We need to talk. You and Me. My imaginary Self and me. You’ve done everything wrong the past 12 years, after Ada’s Yuri, Jarek, Julio, carl carls dad and all those enemies attacked you, you fell and started doing things wrong/. You’re still doing things wrong. That’s why you’re in the state you’re in. Going against Jesus will do that to you, you know it’s hell, which is why he’s the way, it’s time to come to him.
(or, well, perhaps not). What do you learn? I can’t even learn so I don’t know … what the hell. The only constant here is that hell is constantly fighting, doesn’t want to die off, kt’s getting tired, but it keeps doing what its doing, something has to give…that’s what i live for. You monster. I really should start journaling. But apparently I’m getting used.
I don’t know anymore!!!!
Guess i didn’t make it… this is about to get somebody from me, at least …
I need a referee, a goalie, a team, somebody to support me. My family never asks, at least not for Oksana the reason for most of my salvation now. I need somebody like her, I don’t know who it would be … but my best guess its… teal?
I don’t know. Julia?
Nobody talked to me after i fell
Who would it be Chelsea?
It is with a dark and heavy sigh that i have to say that Alex has died. Take these gifts of his and do the best thing for yourself. HE wishes only the best for you.
C
Catharsis
Celestic
Counter
‘Course, I could just let you know the secret you’re looking for. But that wouldn’t be fun, would it? How do you even find answers? You can’t just ask questions it’s more complicated than that, you have to feel the answer, because it could be wrong, nobody knows who’s answering you.
To feel: close your nose, close your eyes rub your eyes three times, hold your hand on your heart, and with the other hold onto God, give him your all. I mean it, will yourself into existence. Then, everything will fall into place. Namaste :)
Oriode
Point and touch your toes
Leo
Destruction
Development
Disguise
Definitely. Definitely the one. You’re definitely the one. I mean it. I love you, forever and for always. At least i thought. Have you been there? Actually, it’s been a while since I’ve been there, and i miss it, believe it or not. How to get there. Well , my life could be a good playbook, but not one that needs to be known - not in public at least. I should change that…
If you want something, you better pony up and get it. (Work on this) (work on this). Sometimes things go your way, sometimes things don’t. For the lucky few, they always get this. You need to work on yourself to understand why you shouldn’t have what you want. When you understand, you might just be given a chance to get it,because they universe will see you as understanding, kind, and life giving to that person, thing or event. So? Relax. Let go. Let all your ambitions go. Tell yourself you’re in a place that needs something but that something might be destroyed or harmed by you and you need to let it go. If you let it go the way it needs to, you leave it the way it wants to be and it returns to you, it’s meant for you. Namaste.
(Let Jesus have this, write something else. Going against the grain here) Now i really can’t tell what to do…well maybe i shouldn’t.. you should..
Elegance
Extremity
Ecstasy
Exxxxpelliarmus! What do you think you;re doing? Fellow potter? Magic Man. Mavericks man. Jay moriarity. There’s a lot of names that could come up, conjure, even, the sight of the being. Nobody knows it. But I’ll tell you. Voldemort. Yes, that brings him up, the sickness of his being.
You seek ecstasy? Let your ecstasy flow. It’s literally a drug in your own mind. Imagine a river of ecstasy in your mind just flowing, it’s white, as white as the brightest sun. In fact, imagine a river of pure light, flowing like ecstasy in your mind, in your actual brain, and in your bloodstream. Party!
Notes: My ecstasy is someone else’s.
Fire
Forgiveness
Forever
FEE FIE FO FUM HERE COMES THE ETERNAL DRUM. What the hell is even an eternal drum anyway? It’s one of the monkeys from the Simpson with the typewriters that they chained and forced to drum a drum for all eternity. Literally the same as you, just haven’t seen it from that angle have you? I recommend taking a step back. How to take a step back.
This might kill me, because God will lose people like he did in the First World War (i mean the VERY first, the one where lucifer, am, fell from heaven.) You need to break his chains of luck, prosperity and chance from you. Then, rise up to heaven and beyond into space looking down like one of the eternals. Then, with your might. THROW A ROCK INTO THE SAND and ask, “what is my purpose”. This is good because it will give you some salvation from the insanity and suicide of the decision god made for you. Maybe i need some sleep.
Jesus, seriously, take the wheel I don’t want to write this I’ll change the world nad make a million dollars and nuke humanity. I’m not even me right now. This is a dash, talking somehow as another person. I need you to tame this monster and cut his head off so he doesn’t grow more heads like medusa, because he’s been incarnating every time one of these “things” i liken to … stabs, of your body on the cross. It’s the same thing I’m using the spear of destiny to give him a destiny and he’s taking it …
Who the hell is this
How are you doing this…
Is this you? There’s no way you’re here and not knowing about these you can literally do these for yourself why are you avoiding them tempteation i see? You know something? Perhaps being God has done something good for you. This is Zakolyev, and Longinus, and rapist, and murderer whoever you’re taking down you know for good reason why I’m doing this I don’t believe in an imaginary god and an a son that doesn’t have a real link to humanity so i destroy things that can destroy life that is seen viable and visible. What do you say to that?
That wasn’t me!
What the hell did just do.
Die monster in the Ultrich.
Forgiveness is a drug too. Just like ecstasy, it can raise your vibrations to match you to your surroundings. Imagine blending into your environment, like a lizard that has colour blending ability. Imagine being so full and so pure of forgiveness that the walls start crying. Well, what are you waiting for?
Grimes
Grimey
Grimity
Get out of my way! Who do you think you are! (Seriously fight Adas off this won’t work).
The Will of the Whispering Giant. (God’s Will). The only thing known to fight off hell. You have to give it to him ,it’s a mystery for a reason, there’s a reason creation is mysterious. If everyone knew everything, including the mystery of the world, they would fall to their own devices, like God did when he created creation. Unfortunately, it’s his job to save us from ourselves. It is because He Is, that We Are, and so we need to find why we are tied to him (to put it in a bad sense). It really is that simple, so here we go.
Close your eyes. I mean it, close your eyes like you’ve never closed your eyes before. Give yourself gold, gold of life. Imagine gold just flying into your eyes, gold bricks into your iris. Then, imagine then superceding you and taking flight as golden birds that turn you into the Sun. You are done!
Gimme some gold! You want money, you got it! Imagine bringing in cash, grabbing dollar bills out of the sky, imagine any money getting scenario you can think of.
Here are some examples
Catching coins in reverse from water fountains or wishing wells.
Getting millions, billions, trillions, quadrillions of pennies or coins on Christmas, just underneath the gosh darn biggest Christmas tree there ever was!
Imagine paper airplanes made of money flying into your reality from the sky, like God shooting money into your life. In fact, Multiply this effect with God’s love power and energy and it’ll come into your life!
Imagine a million dollars, then, a billion, a trillion, imagine as much money as there are atoms in the universe! Then, affirm they are yours for the taking. Billionaires beware!
Elon Musk i am coming for you!
Hello
Hello Goodbye
Hello Goodbye Hello
Hi! My name is Alex. And yours?
(Insert people here, sometimes meditation isn’t necessary and it’s cheating. If you want to meet people you have to give yourself to the world. Full stop).
Hello. Hello, you. Hello, you too. You need people. I need people, if you’re not meeting them, then maybe you’re doing something wrong. (I need to know).
Invincible
Invisible
Invulnerable
(inevitable..you will rise)
Invisibility is possible. I’ve seen it! I swear!
(Jokes)
Can’t write this, will die, seriously stop. This will screw you over Jesus messed you up people will mess you he got lied to so he did this.. (Control Disease)
Note: Control is a disease fed by light, light works get taken down by control. Control needs to be fought off first, but i can still write some of these…not the next one only a
Julia
Julius / Ceasar
Juli-Anna
Julia. The love of my life. I dedicate everything to you. Even if I’m nobody in your life, you’re somebody in mine, so I’m hoping everything works out the best for you. This one’s for you!
A meditation for you. (Love life)
Imagine there are thousands of pieces of your life scattered like they are meant to be. Life isn’t always meant to be the way we think, because then there wouldn’t be a reward for the challenge. Simply understand this, and the pieces will start fitting together for you. :)<3
Julia. The love of my life, I dedicate everything to you. Even if I’m nobody in your life, you’re somebody in mine, so I’m hoping everything the best works out for you. This one’s for you!
Take every little piece of every little design you’ve ever done, and piece it together (possibly actually) into a full design piece that is a giant sculpture of one of Chihiro’s stone totems (the one from Spirited Away). Then, enter the dream world. Here, you can design, imagine, and create instantly. It’s how I’m writing and coming up with all of these ideas since that day. I took over, and it’s your chance to take over. You can become like a stone angel, a living legend like you once were. This is to you, Socrates!
Kilimanjaro
Kolnidur
Katharsis
Kill yourself. Kill your self through your creation. Your katharsis is waiting for you. Imagine a sun so explosive that you just die because of it. You die, a thousand times over and become so bright that everyone is at your mercy. (Power trip)
Manifest
Materialize
Master
Maybe there’s more to you than meets the eye (maybe me maybe you). There’s a thousand lines and a thousand miles littered throughout your eyes. They cross and intersect at a million points, all where you can meet someone. If you’re not meeting someone just imagine for 5 minutes meeting the most amazing people in your eyes, your mind, your soul. Reconnect to the larger part of your soul and imagine them all coming back to you. When you are ready you will meet them. You can also daydream of light it with a candle. Imagine people meeting people at these intersects and then light it on fire with a flame. Boom you’re done! (Messing with me)!
(Layaway) book
Nobody
Nevermind
Not-Me
Nevermind the toughness of life, it’s possible to become great! Simply imagine all your desires coming to you, even if they’re tough to get. Then, imagine inhaling them with a suction like a vacuum coming out of your mouth. You’re done!
Overcome
Oversoul
Overthrow
Oh well. Well well. What do we have here? I might just have the thing you need to overcome your problems. But for now, rest. There are things coming that are different and strange, and the strangeness is where we find our gifts now. The world has changed it’s not so clear cut, there’s people that are altering reality. Just dive into yourself and do the best you can, you owe it to yourself.
(A meditation. Relax, relax your shoulders, your eyes, your mind. Pray to God like you’ve never prayed before. Simple imagine typing your prayers like Bruce Almighty typing fast on his meybaord. That movie is an Ode to God. Make your own Ode To God. A movie, if you will, and then become it. Your life is now God’s. Thank him, all the best my old friend :’) )
People
Persons
Personality
Please, and thank you. (A song)
Tell me whyd you have to go make it so complicated? I see the way you’re acting like somebody else gets me frustrated. You need light. Drink it up.
Question
Quintessential
Qui-Gon-Jinn
Quench your thirst with this drink! Eternal water of life! It is free for you. Do you not see what the Son of God has done for Us? He gave his Life so we may be one day Saved. The truth of the matter is, there are things in life that are beyond frightening. They do not mean harm, not in the same way you think, for that is Human Thinking. But, just like the voice in my head, they want something they cannot achieve, and so it causes suffering. If you release the need, it might just come to you. Let go! And let love. All the best my friendly enemies.
Restore
Revelation
Recreation (Magnificus Replica - book of spells)
Revelation. (Insert quote)
Then, imagine Jesus returning in the greatest way possible. He Is The King. Even if i think i am something above him, I realize there is no way in hell that’s happening. You have to realize there are some things that are and some things that are not. And that is just one of them. Jesus is God! Rejoice! He is here for Us , forever. (let’s hope…if not we’re screwed! Seriously you don’t know the things I’ve seen and you need to pray for the smallest rock, atom, branch, and person. They need you more than you need God, and they don’t have a means to achieve it. So be Jesus for them! Alleluia!)
Sunny
Star
Solstice
Superstar Nova Explosion! (A page worth of meditations)
Television
Thunder
Terms
There are only some things we are required for.
Understand
Utter Help
Ultimate (Valorant)
Upset Me.
Victorious
Victory
Vincinity
Victory is yours!
Welcome
Welcome Home
Welcome Back Home
We are Home.
Xerxes
Xylophone
Xylic
Xerxes the destroyer.
Yellow
Yonder
Yet - I - Am
Yellow Hellow.
Zest
Zero
Zorro
Zeina Heart. I want you.
Zest, zesty, zesterino. That’s how Ned Flanders would say it. What else would he say? “God is the man that makes the right hand. Don’t ever forget it.” But he would also say something like “Neighbourinodidlydino” so I don’t know what the hell I’m even writing about at this point. I should pass this over to Jesus Christ so he can fix it and write it in heaven. Seriously this got messed up so he doesn’t write it as his own words. It cPossibly should continue it but I don’t know (edit: a note)a
(I didn’t make it)
Fear. The fear of it. (Notes on guiding through)
Fear exists for a reason. It protects us, really, and it stops us from doing something wrong. The issue with me and this book is it was born in darkness, like bane, so the light is blinding. The fear of this book is to show us that a light can exist even in the darkest of times. So, accept it, and recognize it, and it will dissipate, and life will begin.
(Beginnings)
The next set. Darkness converted.
A-Z
What in the hell happened here
(Holy shit this got ruined..can’t even make meditations like I did before)
SOLAR FOUR
the sun works for you
SOLAR FIVE
Union with the sun
SOLAR SIX
the outreach past the solar system
ARCTURUS
the point of redemption
For the mental hospital
My mind got cut in half
12 years ago I got cut in half
My brother thought for me
Carl has my thoughts
I haven’t been able to think for the past 12 years
Putin is getting attacked
Orest monster is screwing me over
Adash started a war with me
Adash is being God I let him be god for a day and he held in
Carls dad is changing audiobooks
Carls dad started a world war with me
There’s … something happening
Some guy of mine is going through something EXTREMEY horrible… don’t know for sure
“Murderous” got changed into a murderer
You need a psychic to check on what’s happening in my mind
The Akashi records got recreated and now they’ original downs know what’s happening that’s why hell is breaking open
Archangel Michael is getting raped an act of war
God is getting deleted people and demons and things like belial and hecate are getting recreated
My brother is being my God self
My brother gave me that thing… that torture trap machine tag Rusty saw thinking murderer…thing
For the Cops next time I call them… also send this to a new psychic that piece of shit left men Start reporting this to the cops
First start off with your eyes exploding… them being you… (you think you can get away) also breathing as me… what the hell this is war how is nobody doing anything about these enlightened Jesus Christ masters…
Carls dad ripping out my capillaries as I try to relax
Operating and stealing my heart as I try to sleep
Waking me and other people up during sleep
Keeping my dad and other people up at night
Having my golden sleep
Raping Julia every night
Having my wet dreams instead of me
Being Jesus Christ another one…
Yet again Jesus does it again
Torturing me for the past 3 years
Carl taking over the world and just now chopping my balls off
Carl sacrificing me and causing me to get skinned alive every time I drive or bike
Adash being god
Adas skinning me alive every time I drive
Adas lying to federal officers
The fbi taking me in and torturing me for all of this
Klaus starting all of this and not feeling a scratch
My brother not even a drop of blood… deserves his blood drained don’t know how many people got killed for his sake
Causing Putin to start a war
Giving Carl that and officially getting the name of the worlds worst brother
Getting my soul worn and skinned alive by Carl apparently Jesus Christ
Jesus believing this shit
Who the hell are you
Orest giving me scizophrenia and having my scizophrenia instead those voices not doing anything about it
Orest taking those three voices
Teal giving me those voices starting all of this
Teal controlling the world
Teal demonizing me into being with her and not letting me go
Teal sacrificing my soul and incarnating me to get tortured forever
… that “guy” going through this
Yuri getting away by Carl
Being stupid
Carl having my thought
The world being thought for that day
Orest talking for the whole world..who let this guy talk
Orest bullying me every day of my life for him being me
Eugene getting killed in his sleep by Orest’s zakolyev
Orest being zakolyev
Me possibly being Sergei or Gregor don’t low which
(I can’t function)
Carls dad skinning me alive right now and taking all my memories and thought ability can’t think anymore
That guy taking my soul and body from me.. and doing that just now
How did you do nothing wrong
His other cat on the other hand is god
That cat telling me to follow it
Vuyek Adam nailing my hands to his house and just doing that
(There’s no escaping me)
What the hell is the ether doing here…. Malekith call off your men
Orest having my thumb having his
Orest actually murdering me that day… the beginning of the end of the world
Yuri creating my mind with that… needle thing and then causing all of this to Putin
My nails rumbling causing this to Putin thinks he’s innocent
You can enter heaven actually 3dimensionate into heaven or even other planets through dimensional portals that in can actually build
Actually skinned alive
Also that guy took the entrance of dimensioning from me probably turned it torturos
Took the cops and the fbi from me again and recreated them
Orest changing all of the things I buy even though he knows that wasn’t me I didn’t mean to do that and even if it did that doesn’t make take everyone and everything from me
Asus ROG is the product of a. Ibodu
For orest murdering and doing what he’s doing to lucas
Torturing me after putting me in Guantanamo bay after someone getting me tortured forever and getting id tagged not only that time but also before after teal the coward and literally that raped girl put me in Guantanamo bay for a “”oooh a little tiny psychic attacks” and got me tortured forever for it when literally hundreds if not thousands of people attack her daily and she still hasn’t put her love in jail for he’s a murderer and because I have some issues with adreno gland I can’t break her goddammn teeth in and replace them with my own unlike what she’s done and no fbi agent gave a shit about how much she attacked me..cunt
“You’re torturing him And you’re planning to do it to me”.
Also when you checked that wasn’t it he messed with everyone’s thoughts. A person who nobody wanted to know the thoughts of, thinking for everyone. It’s simply war
For orest changing Sony earbuds…
For just what’s happening in one day…
For car just taking my mind which forgot who I was
For getting skinned alive by orest as Rog ally that I bought .. him creating it as a skinned alive version of me being himself
For that Volkswagen Jetta making my dad d.. For just skinning alone a Volkswagen and becoming it… making my dad leave apparently I’m an enemy of Volkswagen because it saw that
For bewitchment getting away with doing that
I AM FUCKIN SCREWED
What is it you want?
You want it all?
Go get it
But to get it,
You’ll have to sacrifice it all
All to get it
It doesn’t want you to have it
Some things aren’t meant for you
Games like those aren’t your kind
Bikes like these are your kind
You’re not meat you’re a light worker
You saw that
And so you go from that
Trust in Sanaya Roman
Light work and bikes
And if at all a tv
A Sony alpha tv
…
I dontk now
Can’t tell
…
Can’t tell anymore just lost it…
Who’s talking for me how does this work?
What did you just do….
Then he’s me and I’m nobody
Whatever the hell happened to me just today
Need a psychic involced
Literally just entered the other side
Yuri jammed a receptor in my mind so I would answer him
Freedom
…
Not only did he think for you, he switched your minds
“Just meat to be eaten!”
No consciousness
Whatever is raven happeneing just lost my astral body and died and nobody even flinched.
Die power
Some serial killer is after me
Just turned to meat without consciousness
Carl skinning me alive and wearing me and my soul…
Alchemy
ALCHEMY
love potion
three ounces turmeric heart
graphic love
fermented corn
pure vitrieol of god
pour into a pot for 3 hours on 100C Celsius
pour into a love jar (looks like a heart)
let settle for 3 days
shine into the light* for 2 minutes
and there.
you have it!
TORTURE
escaping
drink two ounces heartflow
die into life
you’re free!
COPPOLA ESTENTHA
drink 4 pounds of weed innocular
torture the plant
eat weed again
drink weed
become weed
you’re high!
DONE
LEFT FOR ME, NOT FOR YOU RIGHT
OUNCES OF DELIGHT
FERMENTED COWS
DRINKING SIGNS OF CRIMES
EXPLODE!!!!
NOW YOUR TURN!
DRINK RADISHES
EAT APPLES
DRINK GOD
SIGN OFF
dreamweave
hats
pounds of fur
light of god
furniture store
dream on!!
that’s all i got
eelings