Also that cross

Is the source of my scizophrenia… that drawing… when it happened when I drew it I immediately got scizophrenia. So I have now at least 3 forms of scizophrenia, don’t even have the voices orest bendza has then instead and my mental hospital has done nothing for me created by yuri to take me in he’s a mental case too from being too enlightened from my toddler stage when he took it from me…what did you just do.. also just lost light again