Should scizophrenia be known? If there is any healing to be made, I should start posting my thoughts

It might be good might be bad, I’ll keep it collated

Mind Problem _ I remember getting scizophrenia about 9 years ago, after I was “superman” or whatever I was doing at that point and time. It was dark and things happened like I blew my own eardrum, I found treasure in Dan Diego, I overcame the hell of light and most importantly I became something different, whatever that may be. It was forced on me by what I believe to be my brother, and now here i am 9 years later thinking I have to die every day of my life. Not only feeling so horrible that it causes horrible thoughts (someone thinking for me, my brother giving me some disk of sorts…again 8 years ago), but this is hell and I need an out so maybe somebody will save me?

I fixed my scizophrenia about 15 different times and it saved me when I cried today but got placed back, this is hell, and you know it

Thought of the day? Hell is overcoming