C

Catharsis

Celestic

Counter

‘Course, I could just let you know the secret you’re looking for. But that wouldn’t be fun, would it? How do you even find answers? You can’t just ask questions it’s more complicated than that, you have to feel the answer, because it could be wrong, nobody knows who’s answering you.

To feel: close your nose, close your eyes rub your eyes three times, hold your hand on your heart, and with the other hold onto God, give him your all. I mean it, will yourself into existence. Then, everything will fall into place. Namaste :)

Oriode

Point and touch your toes

Leo

Destruction

Development

Disguise

Definitely. Definitely the one. You’re definitely the one. I mean it. I love you, forever and for always. At least i thought. Have you been there? Actually, it’s been a while since I’ve been there, and i miss it, believe it or not. How to get there. Well , my life could be a good playbook, but not one that needs to be known - not in public at least. I should change that…

If you want something, you better pony up and get it. (Work on this) (work on this). Sometimes things go your way, sometimes things don’t. For the lucky few, they always get this. You need to work on yourself to understand why you shouldn’t have what you want. When you understand, you might just be given a chance to get it,because they universe will see you as understanding, kind, and life giving to that person, thing or event. So? Relax. Let go. Let all your ambitions go. Tell yourself you’re in a place that needs something but that something might be destroyed or harmed by you and you need to let it go. If you let it go the way it needs to, you leave it the way it wants to be and it returns to you, it’s meant for you. Namaste.

(Let Jesus have this, write something else. Going against the grain here) Now i really can’t tell what to do…well maybe i shouldn’t.. you should..

Elegance

Extremity

Ecstasy

Exxxxpelliarmus! What do you think you;re doing? Fellow potter? Magic Man. Mavericks man. Jay moriarity. There’s a lot of names that could come up, conjure, even, the sight of the being. Nobody knows it. But I’ll tell you. Voldemort. Yes, that brings him up, the sickness of his being.

You seek ecstasy? Let your ecstasy flow. It’s literally a drug in your own mind. Imagine a river of ecstasy in your mind just flowing, it’s white, as white as the brightest sun. In fact, imagine a river of pure light, flowing like ecstasy in your mind, in your actual brain, and in your bloodstream. Party!

Notes: My ecstasy is someone else’s.

Fire

Forgiveness

Forever

FEE FIE FO FUM HERE COMES THE ETERNAL DRUM. What the hell is even an eternal drum anyway? It’s one of the monkeys from the Simpson with the typewriters that they chained and forced to drum a drum for all eternity. Literally the same as you, just haven’t seen it from that angle have you? I recommend taking a step back. How to take a step back.

This might kill me, because God will lose people like he did in the First World War (i mean the VERY first, the one where lucifer, am, fell from heaven.) You need to break his chains of luck, prosperity and chance from you. Then, rise up to heaven and beyond into space looking down like one of the eternals. Then, with your might. THROW A ROCK INTO THE SAND and ask, “what is my purpose”. This is good because it will give you some salvation from the insanity and suicide of the decision god made for you. Maybe i need some sleep.

Jesus, seriously, take the wheel I don’t want to write this I’ll change the world nad make a million dollars and nuke humanity. I’m not even me right now. This is a dash, talking somehow as another person. I need you to tame this monster and cut his head off so he doesn’t grow more heads like medusa, because he’s been incarnating every time one of these “things” i liken to … stabs, of your body on the cross. It’s the same thing I’m using the spear of destiny to give him a destiny and he’s taking it …

Who the hell is this

How are you doing this…

Is this you? There’s no way you’re here and not knowing about these you can literally do these for yourself why are you avoiding them tempteation i see? You know something? Perhaps being God has done something good for you. This is Zakolyev, and Longinus, and rapist, and murderer whoever you’re taking down you know for good reason why I’m doing this I don’t believe in an imaginary god and an a son that doesn’t have a real link to humanity so i destroy things that can destroy life that is seen viable and visible. What do you say to that?

That wasn’t me!

What the hell did just do.

Die monster in the Ultrich.

Forgiveness is a drug too. Just like ecstasy, it can raise your vibrations to match you to your surroundings. Imagine blending into your environment, like a lizard that has colour blending ability. Imagine being so full and so pure of forgiveness that the walls start crying. Well, what are you waiting for?

Grimes

Grimey

Grimity

Get out of my way! Who do you think you are! (Seriously fight Adas off this won’t work).

The Will of the Whispering Giant. (God’s Will). The only thing known to fight off hell. You have to give it to him ,it’s a mystery for a reason, there’s a reason creation is mysterious. If everyone knew everything, including the mystery of the world, they would fall to their own devices, like God did when he created creation. Unfortunately, it’s his job to save us from ourselves. It is because He Is, that We Are, and so we need to find why we are tied to him (to put it in a bad sense). It really is that simple, so here we go.

Close your eyes. I mean it, close your eyes like you’ve never closed your eyes before. Give yourself gold, gold of life. Imagine gold just flying into your eyes, gold bricks into your iris. Then, imagine then superceding you and taking flight as golden birds that turn you into the Sun. You are done!

Gimme some gold! You want money, you got it! Imagine bringing in cash, grabbing dollar bills out of the sky, imagine any money getting scenario you can think of.

Here are some examples

Catching coins in reverse from water fountains or wishing wells.

Getting millions, billions, trillions, quadrillions of pennies or coins on Christmas, just underneath the gosh darn biggest Christmas tree there ever was!

Imagine paper airplanes made of money flying into your reality from the sky, like God shooting money into your life. In fact, Multiply this effect with God’s love power and energy and it’ll come into your life!

Imagine a million dollars, then, a billion, a trillion, imagine as much money as there are atoms in the universe! Then, affirm they are yours for the taking. Billionaires beware!

Elon Musk i am coming for you!

Hello

Hello Goodbye

Hello Goodbye Hello

Hi! My name is Alex. And yours?

(Insert people here, sometimes meditation isn’t necessary and it’s cheating. If you want to meet people you have to give yourself to the world. Full stop).

Hello. Hello, you. Hello, you too. You need people. I need people, if you’re not meeting them, then maybe you’re doing something wrong. (I need to know).

Invincible

Invisible

Invulnerable

(inevitable..you will rise)

Invisibility is possible. I’ve seen it! I swear!

(Jokes)

Can’t write this, will die, seriously stop. This will screw you over Jesus messed you up people will mess you he got lied to so he did this.. (Control Disease)

Note: Control is a disease fed by light, light works get taken down by control. Control needs to be fought off first, but i can still write some of these…not the next one only a

Julia

Julius / Ceasar

Juli-Anna

Julia. The love of my life. I dedicate everything to you. Even if I’m nobody in your life, you’re somebody in mine, so I’m hoping everything works out the best for you. This one’s for you!

A meditation for you. (Love life)

Imagine there are thousands of pieces of your life scattered like they are meant to be. Life isn’t always meant to be the way we think, because then there wouldn’t be a reward for the challenge. Simply understand this, and the pieces will start fitting together for you. :)<3

Julia. The love of my life, I dedicate everything to you. Even if I’m nobody in your life, you’re somebody in mine, so I’m hoping everything the best works out for you. This one’s for you!

Take every little piece of every little design you’ve ever done, and piece it together (possibly actually) into a full design piece that is a giant sculpture of one of Chihiro’s stone totems (the one from Spirited Away). Then, enter the dream world. Here, you can design, imagine, and create instantly. It’s how I’m writing and coming up with all of these ideas since that day. I took over, and it’s your chance to take over. You can become like a stone angel, a living legend like you once were. This is to you, Socrates!

Kilimanjaro

Kolnidur

Katharsis

Kill yourself. Kill your self through your creation. Your katharsis is waiting for you. Imagine a sun so explosive that you just die because of it. You die, a thousand times over and become so bright that everyone is at your mercy. (Power trip)

Manifest

Materialize

Master

Maybe there’s more to you than meets the eye (maybe me maybe you). There’s a thousand lines and a thousand miles littered throughout your eyes. They cross and intersect at a million points, all where you can meet someone. If you’re not meeting someone just imagine for 5 minutes meeting the most amazing people in your eyes, your mind, your soul. Reconnect to the larger part of your soul and imagine them all coming back to you. When you are ready you will meet them. You can also daydream of light it with a candle. Imagine people meeting people at these intersects and then light it on fire with a flame. Boom you’re done! (Messing with me)!

(Layaway) book

Nobody

Nevermind

Not-Me

Nevermind the toughness of life, it’s possible to become great! Simply imagine all your desires coming to you, even if they’re tough to get. Then, imagine inhaling them with a suction like a vacuum coming out of your mouth. You’re done!

Overcome

Oversoul

Overthrow

Oh well. Well well. What do we have here? I might just have the thing you need to overcome your problems. But for now, rest. There are things coming that are different and strange, and the strangeness is where we find our gifts now. The world has changed it’s not so clear cut, there’s people that are altering reality. Just dive into yourself and do the best you can, you owe it to yourself.

(A meditation. Relax, relax your shoulders, your eyes, your mind. Pray to God like you’ve never prayed before. Simple imagine typing your prayers like Bruce Almighty typing fast on his meybaord. That movie is an Ode to God. Make your own Ode To God. A movie, if you will, and then become it. Your life is now God’s. Thank him, all the best my old friend :’) )

People

Persons

Personality

Please, and thank you. (A song)

Tell me whyd you have to go make it so complicated? I see the way you’re acting like somebody else gets me frustrated. You need light. Drink it up.

Question

Quintessential

Qui-Gon-Jinn

Quench your thirst with this drink! Eternal water of life! It is free for you. Do you not see what the Son of God has done for Us? He gave his Life so we may be one day Saved. The truth of the matter is, there are things in life that are beyond frightening. They do not mean harm, not in the same way you think, for that is Human Thinking. But, just like the voice in my head, they want something they cannot achieve, and so it causes suffering. If you release the need, it might just come to you. Let go! And let love. All the best my friendly enemies.

Restore

Revelation

Recreation (Magnificus Replica - book of spells)

Revelation. (Insert quote)

Then, imagine Jesus returning in the greatest way possible. He Is The King. Even if i think i am something above him, I realize there is no way in hell that’s happening. You have to realize there are some things that are and some things that are not. And that is just one of them. Jesus is God! Rejoice! He is here for Us , forever. (let’s hope…if not we’re screwed! Seriously you don’t know the things I’ve seen and you need to pray for the smallest rock, atom, branch, and person. They need you more than you need God, and they don’t have a means to achieve it. So be Jesus for them! Alleluia!)

Sunny

Star

Solstice

Superstar Nova Explosion! (A page worth of meditations)

Television

Thunder

Terms

There are only some things we are required for.

Understand

Utter Help

Ultimate (Valorant)

Upset Me.

Victorious

Victory

Vincinity

Victory is yours!

Welcome

Welcome Home

Welcome Back Home

We are Home.

Xerxes

Xylophone

Xylic

Xerxes the destroyer.

Yellow

Yonder

Yet - I - Am

Yellow Hellow.

Zest

Zero

Zorro

Zeina Heart. I want you.

Zest, zesty, zesterino. That’s how Ned Flanders would say it. What else would he say? “God is the man that makes the right hand. Don’t ever forget it.” But he would also say something like “Neighbourinodidlydino” so I don’t know what the hell I’m even writing about at this point. I should pass this over to Jesus Christ so he can fix it and write it in heaven. Seriously this got messed up so he doesn’t write it as his own words. It cPossibly should continue it but I don’t know (edit: a note)a

(I didn’t make it)

Fear. The fear of it. (Notes on guiding through)

Fear exists for a reason. It protects us, really, and it stops us from doing something wrong. The issue with me and this book is it was born in darkness, like bane, so the light is blinding. The fear of this book is to show us that a light can exist even in the darkest of times. So, accept it, and recognize it, and it will dissipate, and life will begin.

(Beginnings)

The next set. Darkness converted.

A-Z

What in the hell happened here

(Holy shit this got ruined..can’t even make meditations like I did before)

SOLAR FOUR

the sun works for you

SOLAR FIVE

Union with the sun

SOLAR SIX

the outreach past the solar system

ARCTURUS

the point of redemption