My meditation of the bird got messed with
So I bought an Apple Watch Series 4, apparently carls dad has something to do with it
Also, nobody knows what these people have done to me.. my family is not listening because they got deafened like Jesus was talking about “they have ears but do not listen” these people are enlightned to my life (stolen, and also believe they’re Christ, and that’s the source of this, that cross that came from that dream I once had. Will, earth, sacrifice, what does it mean?) surely not what people think that got tampered with
Guess I’m dying for the nth time
Also, the fbi can kill people and they tried to kill me, I would take this gladly but it didn’t work
Scizophrenia thought xx
“You’ve found a home I see”
Also I see I’m finally breaking though. Might as well post that I’ve had some delusions but I went through a lot so aggression is trying to out
There needs to be a printout.. you can have a printout of all your thoughts, actions and beliefs and you can find out the TRUTH about things… if you’re enlightened enough
I’m enlightened against my own will, enlightenment is hell it’s the tower that jarek is climbing right now causing this to happen to me ( the happening )
Veilift
The biggest problem ever to face mankind, an ID. TAG by my brother which are invented by the FBi
I came to the CIA and the FBI and the SPAS and whoever else probably got low and came to the KGB there’s something horrible happening right now and nobody has helped me since Carl blocked off help from happening to me… that guy needs saving and (scizo) 1 holy hell it looks bad… something is wrong with my mind cut in half but some people are being rhe FBI and CIA and that’s why I’m not getting through to them..save me
Mind Problem 03
What the hell did you just do… you murderer!
Also I’m possibly Lucifer but the world just lost its return… I wonder if it’ll find out what’s happening to it?
Mind problem _02
I believe I’m manifesting every murderer in the world…basically my cousin in my mind got it done to me
Not the least of what image did to me apparently growing out of me in this lifetime, getting my psychically attacked and skinned alive every time I drive or go on a bike and making me never did
One day I’m sure this will all be understood quantified and remediated
But for now I should probably go to the mental hospital
Also, scizophrenia thought: well right now all my memories got deleted
Should scizophrenia be known? If there is any healing to be made, I should start posting my thoughts
It might be good might be bad, I’ll keep it collated
Mind Problem _ I remember getting scizophrenia about 9 years ago, after I was “superman” or whatever I was doing at that point and time. It was dark and things happened like I blew my own eardrum, I found treasure in Dan Diego, I overcame the hell of light and most importantly I became something different, whatever that may be. It was forced on me by what I believe to be my brother, and now here i am 9 years later thinking I have to die every day of my life. Not only feeling so horrible that it causes horrible thoughts (someone thinking for me, my brother giving me some disk of sorts…again 8 years ago), but this is hell and I need an out so maybe somebody will save me?
I fixed my scizophrenia about 15 different times and it saved me when I cried today but got placed back, this is hell, and you know it
Thought of the day? Hell is overcoming