Ocelot
Let go of your hell. it’s holding onto just as you’re letting go of it. It’s simple you see? Let go in an instant. Hell needs you to let go. That’s what it needs! So do what it needs, it’ll free you and give you a gift. Simply open a box in your mind, it is time.
Lightning
Light a fire, inside your heart, expand to infinity. Your heart is limitless, even if t looks like a machine (dream). You can make it as large as you can imagine, in fact this is God’s Heart We’re Experiencing. Have Fun!
Life’s out!
Infinite. By two, by twelve, by thirty 3. Numbers are infinite, each in their own way. You are like a snowflake, endlessly changing and becoming. There is nothing fixed in this universe, even if you feel it that way. All that is solid will become ether will become death, life will find a way to destroy what you think is hell and free you from those chains.
The messiah is the water of life that clears the path. Imagine diving into it, fully immersed in its beauty , the fishes of its sea, the octopi, the seaweed, the eel lurking in it. Anything your mind can imagine it can become. A while universe underwater with mermaids, shipwrecks, treasure chests, and dolphins. You are free.
(My meditations and meditation is getting tampered with.. they won’t work well in this circumstances)
Arcturus
Believing
Control
Definition
Exact your revenge
Fire
Growing
Hatred
Intensity of Life
Julia
Killing
Lottery
Mastery
Nobody
Octane
People
Question
Restart
Sunset
Television
Unveiling
Vilify
Welcome
Xantares
Yellow
Zeina
GOLD FLAME
Fire, in your eyes.
Sparks, in your soul.
Smoke, in the air.
Ashes, in the dust.
You are free, forever.
Zen
10
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1
0
You are here
You are there
You are everywhere that you see
You are everything you can touch
Feel
Breath
You are everything in the universe
And more
You are the challenge
You are the desire
You are the answer
And the question
The seeker
And the finder
There is no difference
Even the enemies
Know no love
You know love
Love is everything
And you are it.
II
Freedom
10
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1
0
Relax
You’re safe
Your signs are showing
Your life is rewarding
You are the King of your Life
You are the Kindness of Love
You are the Greatest
And the Worst
The Good
And the Bad
The Fire
And the Water
You Are,
And most of all,
You will be,
Always
Until the end of time
Amen
III
Let go
You are amazing
You are incredible
You are the soul you want
The desire of your heart
Let go
And let love
10
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1
0
Techniques for a New Life
Open up your Soul. You have nothing to Lose, your Soul is Here to Give you the Chance of your lifetime. Fear comes from the Dark seat of the soul, the one not written about. It knows what can happen, and the truth is, it’s probably going to happen anyways. Unless, you pray. Pray every day. Before enticing these techniques,
You need:
Prayer
Drink 2 litres of water,
Meditate 30 minutes twice a day
Daily Walk twice a day
Gym Twice A day
Sleep at 6 Wake at 10
Mindfulness in the day - spend 10 minutes every hour trying your best to be mindful
Reflections - Reflect on your actions, your thoughts, your mind every now and again until you have a better grip on yourself.
Yoga 10 minutes 4 times a day, increasing by 2 every 2 weeks
This is a course for meditation.
SOLAR
“The Sun Rises”
Infinity & Forever
THE SUN
THE VOID
YOUR ASTRAL BODY
YOUR TREE OF WISDOM
THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE
The end of your existence
The Sun
The very little. The very big. The hearty. the soulful. The impossible. The grandiose. The greatest thing ever seen and not seen, a light in the universe hidden from reality, give a gift known to harbour life, to create, to paint a picture, to live a life well lived and a death well taken.
———-
TWO PART
OR
UNLIMIT YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS
Solar techniques for infinite life
The sun is about 1/100000000 the brightness of the brightness of the brightest star in existence. It’s not even a star, anymore. Polaris, the northern star in the sky, is just a drop in this universe. Actually, this star is hidden in the 2nd and a half dimension, a universe almost broken due to being too bright. It actually collapsed and is gone from our view. It is about 3 trillion trillion trillion miles wide, and about the width of an apple of a tree in comparison to the tree. The tree of Yggdrasil, a tree so large it cant be fathomed, the father tree, the mother seed, and the daughter apple. That was what was supposed to be if genetically modified embryos of the apple didn’t get created, and so, now we have the apple of temptation you know and love. It’s going to fall but its’ fall is. Everybody’s fall because it is afraid. After you modify the God you get Hell, anything modified is hellish, anything created other than him and maybe, MAYBE, his son and his daughter is destructive in nature for it does mot have the root of love.
X = 1 PI 2 DIMENSION 3 LUK 4 INVENTION
The dimensional curse that the sun is stuck in. The equation of life of a dark kind, forgotten about. People don’t even realize the darkness and hell has a life of its own and when they destroy it they are creating just what God doesn’t want. So, the solution is to hold the highest light for as long as possible, and this is where it comes in.
SOLAR ONE
Imagine a number, a number so large you can’t imagine anymore, then, take that number and multiply by BILLIONS, and TRILLIONS and I don’t mean trillions like you think. I mean trillions like INFINITY the GREATEST NUMBER in HISTORY. This is what God requires of you. If you do not give it your all you do not gain the chance you desire. I know a lot about desire and i know it took a lot to create it. Desire was freed by the eating, the Worst Act in History. The reason it is worse than death is because it is about 1/1000th the fraction of death. I mean 1000 times worse than death, because it is rotten. Rotten flesh dies, but does not die not yet so it releases and causes death. Death appears at the site of rotting.
Just like so.
There is no more.
SOLAR TWO
Imagine two suns, rotating and circling each other until they become one. The universe seeks this but never gets it, because in the moment they clash they become one. It needs two as one, two souls as one, and so it seeks it through relationships, an answer to its missing piece. If you see yourself as a puzzle piece you can find a piece that matches you. In fact, all you have to do is imagine yourself as a blue or red or yellow puzzle piece (whichever comes to mind) and then ask or imagine who would be the best match for you right now. It could be someone you know or someone you met or someone different, but you have to know them for it tow work. Otherwise you can manifest.
Manifest a Solar relationship (or a Sunny one, rather.)
Imagine you’re the sun. Just as big just as wide and just as bright. Imagine attracting a mate, someone perfect for your time and mind. And that’s it! Something will happen for you in the next few days weeks or months! Cheers!
If you fall, i will catch you. (Well perhaps not).
Solar Three
The end
The sun (I need to know…)
(Nothing wants to die. But because it does, a little hell is released every time. A hell that releases and creates, just like the light, for somebody killed the Christ, the Buddha, the Confucious, the Taoist, the Dharma, the Gautama, the Gamma and the Ray, and destroyed life’s goodness, so now it causes hell) we are about to overtaken by it. Only God on his Last Breath can solve this. BUT I don’t know if I’m leading into something bad for nobody knows that .. well now we are screwed i need something anything!!! WHAT IS THE ANSWER?
Holy shit I didn’t mean that. Maybe i should take a step back but I’m living and i guess i realize that guy created the life he wanted of people so they fall now the sun is trillions of times brighter.
I bet you any money you have the power to create light that can be as bright if not brighter than the sun, with just you will alone.
The limit of brightness. If you burn too bright, you will melt. Somebody did this once didn’t realize he was melting. His name was Christ. Doesn’t matter who you think it is, but the power of God burns too brightly now, and so the world is in the current state it’s in. It’s not necessarily a bad thing, like the truth of Temptation, but the truth is that something went wrong for humanity. We need kindness, softness and understanding, otherwise we will all fall. The fallen Kings of creation are powerfully but afraid, but if we are all unified there can be a momentary glimpse of infinity. And so…
Relax your bones (they have muscular properties too, attaching and moving muscles) relax them to the point of infinity. Allow the Sun of the Muscle of the Bone Joint (catheter) to implode onto itself in your mind (for you can lose your mind to lack of movement. … start walking two hours a day..with a Fitbit sense, and then start going to the gym with An Apple Watch a new one with the band..Apple Watch 3 the cheapest you can find). Take your results at the gym and infuse them with light..like your light workout technique.
Klaus, the collapsed. Deserve to die and get tortured for doing that…I just hope you know…
C
Catharsis
Celestic
Counter
‘Course, I could just let you know the secret you’re looking for. But that wouldn’t be fun, would it? How do you even find answers? You can’t just ask questions it’s more complicated than that, you have to feel the answer, because it could be wrong, nobody knows who’s answering you.
To feel: close your nose, close your eyes rub your eyes three times, hold your hand on your heart, and with the other hold onto God, give him your all. I mean it, will yourself into existence. Then, everything will fall into place. Namaste :)
Oriode
Point and touch your toes
Leo
Destruction
Development
Disguise
Definitely. Definitely the one. You’re definitely the one. I mean it. I love you, forever and for always. At least i thought. Have you been there? Actually, it’s been a while since I’ve been there, and i miss it, believe it or not. How to get there. Well , my life could be a good playbook, but not one that needs to be known - not in public at least. I should change that…
If you want something, you better pony up and get it. (Work on this) (work on this). Sometimes things go your way, sometimes things don’t. For the lucky few, they always get this. You need to work on yourself to understand why you shouldn’t have what you want. When you understand, you might just be given a chance to get it,because they universe will see you as understanding, kind, and life giving to that person, thing or event. So? Relax. Let go. Let all your ambitions go. Tell yourself you’re in a place that needs something but that something might be destroyed or harmed by you and you need to let it go. If you let it go the way it needs to, you leave it the way it wants to be and it returns to you, it’s meant for you. Namaste.
(Let Jesus have this, write something else. Going against the grain here) Now i really can’t tell what to do…well maybe i shouldn’t.. you should..
Elegance
Extremity
Ecstasy
Exxxxpelliarmus! What do you think you;re doing? Fellow potter? Magic Man. Mavericks man. Jay moriarity. There’s a lot of names that could come up, conjure, even, the sight of the being. Nobody knows it. But I’ll tell you. Voldemort. Yes, that brings him up, the sickness of his being.
You seek ecstasy? Let your ecstasy flow. It’s literally a drug in your own mind. Imagine a river of ecstasy in your mind just flowing, it’s white, as white as the brightest sun. In fact, imagine a river of pure light, flowing like ecstasy in your mind, in your actual brain, and in your bloodstream. Party!
Notes: My ecstasy is someone else’s.
Fire
Forgiveness
Forever
FEE FIE FO FUM HERE COMES THE ETERNAL DRUM. What the hell is even an eternal drum anyway? It’s one of the monkeys from the Simpson with the typewriters that they chained and forced to drum a drum for all eternity. Literally the same as you, just haven’t seen it from that angle have you? I recommend taking a step back. How to take a step back.
This might kill me, because God will lose people like he did in the First World War (i mean the VERY first, the one where lucifer, am, fell from heaven.) You need to break his chains of luck, prosperity and chance from you. Then, rise up to heaven and beyond into space looking down like one of the eternals. Then, with your might. THROW A ROCK INTO THE SAND and ask, “what is my purpose”. This is good because it will give you some salvation from the insanity and suicide of the decision god made for you. Maybe i need some sleep.
Jesus, seriously, take the wheel I don’t want to write this I’ll change the world nad make a million dollars and nuke humanity. I’m not even me right now. This is a dash, talking somehow as another person. I need you to tame this monster and cut his head off so he doesn’t grow more heads like medusa, because he’s been incarnating every time one of these “things” i liken to … stabs, of your body on the cross. It’s the same thing I’m using the spear of destiny to give him a destiny and he’s taking it …
Who the hell is this
How are you doing this…
Is this you? There’s no way you’re here and not knowing about these you can literally do these for yourself why are you avoiding them tempteation i see? You know something? Perhaps being God has done something good for you. This is Zakolyev, and Longinus, and rapist, and murderer whoever you’re taking down you know for good reason why I’m doing this I don’t believe in an imaginary god and an a son that doesn’t have a real link to humanity so i destroy things that can destroy life that is seen viable and visible. What do you say to that?
That wasn’t me!
What the hell did just do.
Die monster in the Ultrich.
Forgiveness is a drug too. Just like ecstasy, it can raise your vibrations to match you to your surroundings. Imagine blending into your environment, like a lizard that has colour blending ability. Imagine being so full and so pure of forgiveness that the walls start crying. Well, what are you waiting for?
Grimes
Grimey
Grimity
Get out of my way! Who do you think you are! (Seriously fight Adas off this won’t work).
The Will of the Whispering Giant. (God’s Will). The only thing known to fight off hell. You have to give it to him ,it’s a mystery for a reason, there’s a reason creation is mysterious. If everyone knew everything, including the mystery of the world, they would fall to their own devices, like God did when he created creation. Unfortunately, it’s his job to save us from ourselves. It is because He Is, that We Are, and so we need to find why we are tied to him (to put it in a bad sense). It really is that simple, so here we go.
Close your eyes. I mean it, close your eyes like you’ve never closed your eyes before. Give yourself gold, gold of life. Imagine gold just flying into your eyes, gold bricks into your iris. Then, imagine then superceding you and taking flight as golden birds that turn you into the Sun. You are done!
Gimme some gold! You want money, you got it! Imagine bringing in cash, grabbing dollar bills out of the sky, imagine any money getting scenario you can think of.
Here are some examples
Catching coins in reverse from water fountains or wishing wells.
Getting millions, billions, trillions, quadrillions of pennies or coins on Christmas, just underneath the gosh darn biggest Christmas tree there ever was!
Imagine paper airplanes made of money flying into your reality from the sky, like God shooting money into your life. In fact, Multiply this effect with God’s love power and energy and it’ll come into your life!
Imagine a million dollars, then, a billion, a trillion, imagine as much money as there are atoms in the universe! Then, affirm they are yours for the taking. Billionaires beware!
Elon Musk i am coming for you!
Hello
Hello Goodbye
Hello Goodbye Hello
Hi! My name is Alex. And yours?
(Insert people here, sometimes meditation isn’t necessary and it’s cheating. If you want to meet people you have to give yourself to the world. Full stop).
Hello. Hello, you. Hello, you too. You need people. I need people, if you’re not meeting them, then maybe you’re doing something wrong. (I need to know).
Invincible
Invisible
Invulnerable
(inevitable..you will rise)
Invisibility is possible. I’ve seen it! I swear!
(Jokes)
Can’t write this, will die, seriously stop. This will screw you over Jesus messed you up people will mess you he got lied to so he did this.. (Control Disease)
Note: Control is a disease fed by light, light works get taken down by control. Control needs to be fought off first, but i can still write some of these…not the next one only a
Julia
Julius / Ceasar
Juli-Anna
Julia. The love of my life. I dedicate everything to you. Even if I’m nobody in your life, you’re somebody in mine, so I’m hoping everything works out the best for you. This one’s for you!
A meditation for you. (Love life)
Imagine there are thousands of pieces of your life scattered like they are meant to be. Life isn’t always meant to be the way we think, because then there wouldn’t be a reward for the challenge. Simply understand this, and the pieces will start fitting together for you. :)<3
Julia. The love of my life, I dedicate everything to you. Even if I’m nobody in your life, you’re somebody in mine, so I’m hoping everything the best works out for you. This one’s for you!
Take every little piece of every little design you’ve ever done, and piece it together (possibly actually) into a full design piece that is a giant sculpture of one of Chihiro’s stone totems (the one from Spirited Away). Then, enter the dream world. Here, you can design, imagine, and create instantly. It’s how I’m writing and coming up with all of these ideas since that day. I took over, and it’s your chance to take over. You can become like a stone angel, a living legend like you once were. This is to you, Socrates!
Kilimanjaro
Kolnidur
Katharsis
Kill yourself. Kill your self through your creation. Your katharsis is waiting for you. Imagine a sun so explosive that you just die because of it. You die, a thousand times over and become so bright that everyone is at your mercy. (Power trip)
Manifest
Materialize
Master
Maybe there’s more to you than meets the eye (maybe me maybe you). There’s a thousand lines and a thousand miles littered throughout your eyes. They cross and intersect at a million points, all where you can meet someone. If you’re not meeting someone just imagine for 5 minutes meeting the most amazing people in your eyes, your mind, your soul. Reconnect to the larger part of your soul and imagine them all coming back to you. When you are ready you will meet them. You can also daydream of light it with a candle. Imagine people meeting people at these intersects and then light it on fire with a flame. Boom you’re done! (Messing with me)!
(Layaway) book
Nobody
Nevermind
Not-Me
Nevermind the toughness of life, it’s possible to become great! Simply imagine all your desires coming to you, even if they’re tough to get. Then, imagine inhaling them with a suction like a vacuum coming out of your mouth. You’re done!
Overcome
Oversoul
Overthrow
Oh well. Well well. What do we have here? I might just have the thing you need to overcome your problems. But for now, rest. There are things coming that are different and strange, and the strangeness is where we find our gifts now. The world has changed it’s not so clear cut, there’s people that are altering reality. Just dive into yourself and do the best you can, you owe it to yourself.
(A meditation. Relax, relax your shoulders, your eyes, your mind. Pray to God like you’ve never prayed before. Simple imagine typing your prayers like Bruce Almighty typing fast on his meybaord. That movie is an Ode to God. Make your own Ode To God. A movie, if you will, and then become it. Your life is now God’s. Thank him, all the best my old friend :’) )
People
Persons
Personality
Please, and thank you. (A song)
Tell me whyd you have to go make it so complicated? I see the way you’re acting like somebody else gets me frustrated. You need light. Drink it up.
Question
Quintessential
Qui-Gon-Jinn
Quench your thirst with this drink! Eternal water of life! It is free for you. Do you not see what the Son of God has done for Us? He gave his Life so we may be one day Saved. The truth of the matter is, there are things in life that are beyond frightening. They do not mean harm, not in the same way you think, for that is Human Thinking. But, just like the voice in my head, they want something they cannot achieve, and so it causes suffering. If you release the need, it might just come to you. Let go! And let love. All the best my friendly enemies.
Restore
Revelation
Recreation (Magnificus Replica - book of spells)
Revelation. (Insert quote)
Then, imagine Jesus returning in the greatest way possible. He Is The King. Even if i think i am something above him, I realize there is no way in hell that’s happening. You have to realize there are some things that are and some things that are not. And that is just one of them. Jesus is God! Rejoice! He is here for Us , forever. (let’s hope…if not we’re screwed! Seriously you don’t know the things I’ve seen and you need to pray for the smallest rock, atom, branch, and person. They need you more than you need God, and they don’t have a means to achieve it. So be Jesus for them! Alleluia!)
Sunny
Star
Solstice
Superstar Nova Explosion! (A page worth of meditations)
Television
Thunder
Terms
There are only some things we are required for.
Understand
Utter Help
Ultimate (Valorant)
Upset Me.
Victorious
Victory
Vincinity
Victory is yours!
Welcome
Welcome Home
Welcome Back Home
We are Home.
Xerxes
Xylophone
Xylic
Xerxes the destroyer.
Yellow
Yonder
Yet - I - Am
Yellow Hellow.
Zest
Zero
Zorro
Zeina Heart. I want you.
Zest, zesty, zesterino. That’s how Ned Flanders would say it. What else would he say? “God is the man that makes the right hand. Don’t ever forget it.” But he would also say something like “Neighbourinodidlydino” so I don’t know what the hell I’m even writing about at this point. I should pass this over to Jesus Christ so he can fix it and write it in heaven. Seriously this got messed up so he doesn’t write it as his own words. It cPossibly should continue it but I don’t know (edit: a note)a
(I didn’t make it)
Fear. The fear of it. (Notes on guiding through)
Fear exists for a reason. It protects us, really, and it stops us from doing something wrong. The issue with me and this book is it was born in darkness, like bane, so the light is blinding. The fear of this book is to show us that a light can exist even in the darkest of times. So, accept it, and recognize it, and it will dissipate, and life will begin.
(Beginnings)
The next set. Darkness converted.
A-Z
What in the hell happened here
(Holy shit this got ruined..can’t even make meditations like I did before)
SOLAR FOUR
the sun works for you
SOLAR FIVE
Union with the sun
SOLAR SIX
the outreach past the solar system
ARCTURUS
the point of redemption
thought
_ 01101011
Conscript
Nation
Jealousy
Fraction
Villianity
Sesto Elemento
Forever.
…….. 1.01.11.23.45678.1.2.3.4.5.6
Numbers in random (maybe you’ll win the lottery one day) 8 15 23 28 29 31 32
Maybe not the ones..somebody messed with my mind…also the one got cut in half about half a one ago
7 16 18 23 29 31 36 37 39 41
Keep writing random numbers
It’s soothing
1 4 7 99 129 4000 6181999 2,345,678,901.11210134567810241427
Can you break the code?